ni hao, it's nika on tour: 2015-10-25

Hello again,

The third week started good already as my sister came back from the beach and we met up after my castings. We went for a coffee with a nice greek german speaking guy whom she knew fom last year and he turned out to be very interesting almost local and super easy going so we spent time there talking and after that whe ate delicious thai food at a huge open air restaurant in the Ekamai distict which was out of seafood, green called morning glory, sticky rice and papaya salad. It was magical...and the cocnut ice cream in the end made it perfect. We went from one place to another by his bike and he brought me to castings with it and it was very cool to ride it..i really felt a bit of freedom closing my eyes feeling the wind and moving quickly. The next few days we were just walkimg around, talking a lot, going to places we loved last year, went to China Town by boat, ate tasty food and just enjoyed spending the time together. By the way I had two jobs this week. It was a two days underwear event for the anniversary of the shopping mall. The clothes were insane I thinm because they tried to put as much colors as they could in one outfit, so we had pink underwear with transprent skirts and butterflies on it...not to forget the huge had or butterfly on the head..we felt like idiots in it but what to do..we cant complain about work, as there is not much of it here. Between the two jobs we were invited at the most luxerious dinner I had for a long time...the cook must be incredible good, as the taste was breathtaking. I think it had many many stars haha...A lot of models were invited to have dinner there and we also met people from last year and had nice talks and really enjoyed it to the top. What was amazing is the Halloween night after the second day of the job. We fled running from our job with the flowers on our head and met the make up artist for the night. I didnt really want to have a scary black make up that hides my face so I created something that fits my red jumpsuit for the night and I think it was scary enough as well. We had wonderful Sashimi-Fish-Sushi dinner with white wine and partied the rest of the night and what it made with us you can see on the pictures. We met new people, danced and even won a price for our appearence. Well, the next and last day of my sister we spent in a park and at nice food places that we liked, ate fresh fish, our favourite dessert of rice-dough and drank fresh guave smoothies. Guess what we did in the evening! Of course we went to the magical place for 4,5 Euros called Thai massage. It was the perfect end of the week and of her last day. I slept well that night, but I have to say that I already missed my little Nastja. The next day was even worse. I took her suitcase with all the presents inside and also a lot of things that I wanted to send back to Germany such as lether jackets as its too hot for them here. We said good bye to each other and I watched the taxi going down the street and I started to cry. On the way back to my appartment which was almost empty because I was the only one who had a free day, I thought of how truly good it was to have my sister there. How lucky I am to have such a wonderful mother who bought the ticket for her as a present and at the same time made the best late birthday present for me as well. I really means a lot to me. I didnt see my whole family and boyfriend for such a long time already and this was the moment when I lyed down in my bed crying and realizing how much I miss everyone and wished to hug them all at the same time and show them how much I love them. My parents, my dog and both of my lovely grandmas that send me emails saying that they miss me at the family table eating their favourite tasty piroshki and borsh. After trying to take this emotions easy and think of something else, but failing all the time and starting to cry again I decided to go out of this room and this house and do something that makes me calm and helpes me to express my emotions in another way. So I went to a shopping mall in the centre called Siam and searched for a shop for musical instruments. I didnt know where else to search for a piano as I dont want to buy a keyboard here and carry it with me all the time. Its difficult to take it into planes etc. So, I found a shop with good Kwai Piano where nobody actually cared about me being there and didnt really hear my play as the usual mall music was too loud. It was perfect for me..Finally, after months I got the chance to play. It was such a good feeling and it helped me so much to relax. However, it still didnt help my headache which I got then so I went back home and went for a fish and hit corn dinner with my roommates and went to bed early. This day belonged to the next week actually but I decided to write about it in this post, because I think it kind of fits better as I start the tuesday with new energy and other toughts.
All in all, it was a crazy, happy, adventerous, tasty, relaxing, hard and sad week at the same time. Probably it was the most emotional week so far. Now, for the future, I just hope to get more castings and jobs to be in action all the time and to avoid thinking of the people I miss. I know it was my own decision to go so far away for such a long time. I knew I would hve this sad moments sometimes where I just wish to be with people who love me as I am and accept every little detail in me as it is. Now I have to go through it and I think It will be fine. Time flies so fast and I know that soon it wll be new years eve and my lovely mom will visit me and then it will be only 1,5 months left until I get back home. I also know now, where I can find a piano to calm myself down and practise a bit on my Chopin Nocturne.

My wine is finished now and my roomates are sleeping already, so I will turn off the laptop and fall asleep too.

Good night!